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May 14, 2012

Pulang.....



I’m coming home….

Tell the world I’m coming home….

That’s right…definitely wht am I going to do…

Tell the world I’m coming home…

Its been 5 years since I set my foot at UMS…

Finish my degree & master….

While finding my path of life here…

Where I thought I could settle down here…

Look for a job away from my past…

But last week….i made up my mind…


I cant go on like this anymore…

Everything should have a limit….this should be my limit…

Obviously…I don’t have ANY reason to drag my time here…

Its really hard for me to make this decision...as I am really fond of this place..

My heart is so close to this place….the people…

Huhu…thinking of it would make me wavered a little…

How…how …how should I ….

Altogether there is one person that hold my heart here…

I would go home without my heart…as he hold it dearly..

But I still ave to do this for my own future…

Cant always depend on him…

Should make my own future..

I would miss this place and its people…

As I love them so much…

But…I’m coming home…


TQ

May 11, 2012

nasihat...marah ...benci atau sayang?

Hello again guys....

long time no see ah....

hehehhe...got stuck with nothing...

heheheheh....

ok...tonite...i've got something to share with...

its close to my heart n wht i feel right now....

wait ahhh...


do you get it wht i try to show?

it because you are love....

damn!!!love doesnt come only with affection!!!

sometime love do came thru advice and teguran...


thats it for tonite....
will stop by n story mory on other topic next time...
TQ

Apr 15, 2012

mandi Sungai!!!

Last time ada post ttg depression kan...
di sebabkn aku risau aku depress....
aku joint member2 aku g mandi sungai...
so for this time...
would like to share the place i've spent my time...
it was on Thursday kot...
we travel towards penampang....mencari Kampung Kibanut...
bebudak ni ckp sungai tu sgt2 cntik....
drive ler kami ke sana...
mak ai....agak mencabar....
mendaki bukit...
tp mmg sgt2 worth it la...
kita story thru pic k...

nak masuk bayar RM2 k...kt pondok atas sana tu...blh lepak smpi bila2...
bnyk pilihan tmpt yg korg blh pilih...

tmpt mmg luas n selesa...

ni pilihan kami...mmg sgt2 selesa...
siap ada pondok....tmpt bbq...tanah lapang...

ni kucing yg bertuah sbb bnyk abiskan nugget kami yg mcm cekodok pisang...
close up 1 tmpt mandi...

sirius best air dia...batu mmg bnyk tp tak jd masalah..

tmpt kitorg rendam air bagi sejuk...
luas n nyaman....

mmg serius luas...abaikn bebudak yg perasan diri juara renang...

pic ni amek dr pondok...air sgt hijau...

TQ

Apr 14, 2012

Rahmat dari Ilahi....

Allah SWT selesai menciptakan Jibrail as dengan bentuk yang cantik, dan
Allah menciptakan pula baginya 600 sayap yang panjang , sayap itu antara 
timur dan barat (ada pendapat lain menyatakan124, 000 sayap). Setelah itu 
Jibrail as memandang dirinya sendiri danberkata: 

'Wahai Tuhanku, adakah engkau menciptakan makhluk yang lebih baik daripada aku?.' 

Lalu Allah swt berfirman yang bermaksud.. 'Tidak' 

Kemudian Jibrail as berdiri serta solat dua rakaat kerana syukur kepada Allah swt. dan tiap-tiap rakaat itu lamanya 20,000 tahun. 

Setelah selesai Jibrail as solat, maka Allah SWT berfirman yang bermaksud. 'Wahai Jibrail, kamu telahmenyembah aku dengan ibadah yangbersungguh- sungguh, dan tidak ada seorang pun yang menyembah kepadaku seperti ibadat kamu, akan tetapi di akhir 
zaman nanti akan datang seorang nabi yang mulia yang paling aku cintai, namanya Muhammad.' Dia mempunyai umat yang lemah dan sentiasa berdosa, sekiranya mereka itu mengerjakan solat dua rakaat yang hanya sebentar sahaja, dan mereka dalam keadaan lupa serta serba kurang, fikiran mereka melayang bermacam-macam dan dosa mereka pun besar juga. Maka demi kemuliaannKu dan ketinggianKu, sesungguhnya solat mereka itu aku lebih sukai dari solatmu itu. Kerana mereka mengerjakan solat atasperintahKu, sedangkan kamu mengerjakan solat bukan atas perintahKu.'

Kemudian Jibrail as berkata: 'Ya Tuhanku, apakah yang Engkau hadiahkan kepada mereka sebagai imbalan ibadat mereka?' 

Lalu Allah berfirman yang bermak! sud. 'Ya Jibrail, akan Aku berikan syurga Ma'waa sebagai tempat tinggal...' 

Kemudian Jibrail as meminta izin kepada Allah untuk melihat syurga Ma'waa.Setelah Jibrail as mendapat izin dari Allah SWT maka pergilah Jibrail as dengan mengembangkan sayapnya dan terbang, setiap dia mengembangkan dua sayapnya dia boleh menempuh jarak perjalanan 3000 tahun, terbanglah malaikat jibrail as selama 300 tahun sehingga ia merasa letih dan lemah dan akhirnya dia turun singgah berteduh di bawah bayangan sebuah pohon dan dia sujud kepada Allah SWT lalu ia berkata dalam sujud: 

'Ya Tuhanku apakah sudah aku menempuh jarak perjalanan setengahnya, atau sepertiganya, atau seperempatnya? ' 

Kemudian Allah swt berfirman yang bermaksud. 'Wahai Jibrail, kalau kamu dapat terbang selama 3000 tahun dan meskipun aku memberikan kekuatan kepadamu seperti kekuatan yang engkau miliki, lalu kamu terbang seperti yangtelah kamu lakukan, nescaya kamu tidak akan sampai kepada sepersepuluh dari beberapa perpuluhan yang telah kuberikan kepada umat Muhammad terhadap imbalan solat dua rakaat yang mereka kerjakan.... .' 

Marilah sama2 kita fikirkan dan berusaha lakukan... Sesungguhnya Allah S.W.T telah menyembunyikan enam perkara iaitu : 

* Allah S.W.T telah menyembunyikan redha-Nya dalam taat. 
* Allah S.W.T telah menyembunyikan murka-Nya di dalam maksiat. 
* Allah S.W.T telah menyembunyikan nama-Nya yang Maha Agung di dalam Al-Quran. 
* Allah S.W.T telah menyembunyikan Lailatul Qadar di dalam bulan Ramadhan. 
* Allah S.W.T telah menyembunyikan solat yang paling utama di dalam solat (yang lima waktu). 
* Allah S.W.T telah menyembunyikan (tarikh terjadinya) hari kiamat di dalam semua hari. 

#wahai rakan rakan ku yg dikasihi sekalian, sebarlah ilmu ini, agar semua kwn kwn kita diluar sana kembali ke pangkal jalan, ikut islam sebenar benarnya, sesiapa yang mengajak kebaikkan, pahala seseorang yang diajak kebaikkan itu dapat padanya tanpa dikurangkan sedikitpun. inshaAllah... Allah always with us.
TQ

Apr 11, 2012

Anda Depressed?

Tengah syok2 surf internet...

got stumble into this info...

out of 9...almost about 4 of them is happening to me...

is that mean that i am depressed?

let see.....


1. Depressed Mood / Inescapable Sadness

Depression may be indicated when a person feels extremely sad most of the time, nearly every day during at least a 2 week period. A depressed mood may be observed by others or expressed by the individual. In children and teens, depression also may present as an irritability.


2. Diminished Interest in Activities (OMG!!!...wht i feel right now!!)

Strong feelings of apathy or an inability to experience pleasure in most previously-enjoyed activities, along with a depressed or irritable mood can indicate depression. In a person who is depressed, these feelings are present most days during at least a two-week period.

3. Unexplained Weight Loss or Gain (naaaa.....will never happen...heheheh)

Significant (more than 5 percent of body weight in a month) unintentional weight loss or gain, or decrease or increase in appetite nearly every day may be a sign of depression. Children who are depressed may fail to make expected growth-related weight gains.

4. Insomnia or Extreme Sleepiness (my biggest problem....)

A person who is depressed may have difficulty falling asleep or may wake frequently during the night. Excessive sleepiness nearly every day for at least 2 weeks also may be a sign of depression.

5. Psychomotor Symptoms (nop....not really...)

These signs of depression are characterized by unintentional and purposeless motions, like pacing, hand-wringing or hair-twirling, or by a noticeable slowing of the thought process, emotional reactions or movement. Psychomotor agitation and psychomotor retardation observed by others nearly every day for at least 2 weeks may indicate depression.

6. Fatigue (nop...)

Unexplained feelings of fatigue or a lack of energy nearly every day for a period of at least 2 weeks can be a sign of depression. Depression-related fatigue is not associated with another cause, such as an increase in physical activity or another medical condition.

7. Feelings of Guilt  or Worthlessness (waiting for my MHCM result make me felt this way...)

Excessive or inappropriate guilt or strong feelings of inadequacy can signal depression. In a person who is depressed, these feelings occur nearly every day and can be extreme enough to be delusional. Guilt is not merely self-reproach or related to being sick.

8. Diminished Ability to Concentrate (i dont know bout this....)

A sharp decrease in focus or concentration can be a sign of depression. People who are depressed often notice an inability to think clearly. In some cases, a lack of focus is observed by others, such as family members, friend or co-workers.

9. Suicidal Ideation (masyaALLAH...god forbid!!!)

About 60 percent of people who are depressed have recurring thoughts of death and roughly 15 percent commit suicide. A person suffering from depression may have frequent thoughts of suicide, develop a plan for committing suicide, or attempt suicide.

need to find cure for these feeling.....









TQ

early birds....pagi bebenor~

after 4 days of hibernation!!!!!

i woke up very early today...

got up at 5am....prepare the whole house...

siap basuh baju...

kemas dapur...

cuci pinggan...

jemur baju....

plg best.....

siap masak breakfast lg...

budget ari ni nk turun ofis awal n siapkn a few paperwork...

time ngah gosok gigi...tetiba teringat....

MANGKUK TuL!!!!!

ari ni cuti umum!!!!!

aaaAAaaarhHHHHHH....
.
rosak mood rajin aku...

~...menulis di pej dengan mood menyendiri...~

haihhhh...

TQ

Mar 30, 2012

Dear heart....


Dear Girl, 

I think its time for you to just let go of him. He has hurt you and me too much. Just let the memories fade. It's time to leave him behind. I know it will be hard, but it's for the best, trust me. Just keep trying... 

Love always, 

Your Heart....